Off to a new chase

If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Things have been a bit challenging these past few weeks. I decided to make one big decision, definitely not inadvertently just like what others tried to imply, because I am not happy with where I am anymore. I felt extremely tired, demotivated, and almost without a drive; I knew I wanted to be in another place instead. So instead of being a zombie machine employee, I decided to let go.

As much as I would want to just immediately jump into another adventure and close the previous chapter of my journey, my tired mind and body scream and beg that I need to take a breather first. Pengeng fresh air! Pengeng rom-coms, wala munang drama!

Then I remembered the song Chasing Cars. If I can just lie down the middle of the road (without being hit by cars. Haha), without any care of what other people would think of me, gaah that would be great. “Would you lie with me and just forget the world?”

But of course, I don’t plan to just lie down all day and count cars. Haha. I am definitely excited to start my next big adventure outside of my comfort zone. Yay! I’m eager to meet new friends, learn new things, live in a new environment and be more independent.

I’m taking lessons from my previous journey. Things might not have turned out or ended the way I wanted it to, but I’m sure all of these are part of God’s great plan for me.

Show me a garden that’s bursting into life.